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[13 Oct 2006|10:27pm] |
umm so I decided it was about time to update this thing. So, I am back in school right now and haev no idea what I'm doing. I really want to go to Western next September but my marks..eek. I dunno. If not, probably Guelph
I quit my job!! Finally. I am sooo over Shoppers. Except, this screws up my plan to go travel when my semester is over. I wanted to go work as an au pair in France, but I need cash. So hopefully I can figure something otu? I also got my g2 this summer, (pretty pointless cause I'm not allowed using teh car?!)
anyway, that is all. i am off to think of things to do for my semesterrr
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[11 Apr 2006|07:27pm] |
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Has anyone ordered anything online before? Like, from a store in the States?
I emailed Canada Post-but they won't email be back..
so, anyway, how does the whole Customs thing work? I know they charge you tax-but is it just 15% of your total order? And do they charge you their own shipping, thats not related to the store?
I realyl hope someone knows because there are some super cute shoes calling my name...
One of these days I need to do a real update+post Mexico pictures (which was awesome, btw!)
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[10 Mar 2006|07:09pm] |
I was quite excited to see my boyfriend, Jake Gyllenhaal, in his new movie Jarhead that came out on video this week, but alas, it is rented out EVERYWHERE. I'm not surprise, I mean..it IS Jake Gyllenhaal!
Anyway. Tomorow is Mexico, and I'm excited. Of course, I never really did get in shape for it but hopefully I will be too drunk most of the time to care that I look really gross in a bikini:)
New semester is going pretty wel..as for e-school, well I can't say the same. I just want to get into university.. as long as I don't end up staying here, eek! I have no clue what to do if i don't get in, since I did not apply for college or anything.
I'm soo excited for summer. I wast hinking of getting a full-time job, but I don't want to quit Shoppers, so as of right now, I want to work at Ipso's (I heard they let you choose your own shifts?!) and than at Shoppers some random days too.
This time tomorow ..I'm going to be sitting on a beach drinking some fruity cocktail and its going to be hot and sunny and I CANT WAIT
hope everyone has an awesome march break!!<3333
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[26 Feb 2006|01:01pm] |
Soo I called in sick for work to do homework today. I feel bad. I haven't gone out in ages. like, honestly AGES. ALl I do is work and homework. laaaaame. But, it will be worth it if i finish eschool by mexico
i am SO excited for mexico. I bought some bathing suits and stuff, I still need to get some stuff. and this whole getting in shape thing is not as bad as I thought:)
i am also excited for prom and summer. I love having somethign big to look forward to, lol.
I think..summer will be really fun. I will have my g2 by than (i HOPE) and I want to go to Montreal, and Toronto (Ive never been!) and the beach a lot and stuff. :)
Im dying my hair today..dark brown. My hair "changes" are quite boring.
THere is this new boy at my work and he is sooo cute. Just thought I should mention that?
Anyway, back to homework I go.
hope everyone had a fun weekand<333
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[13 Feb 2006|06:35pm] |
Umm. Who was I kidding, thinking I could take 6 courses in one semester AND work?yeah. I dont know. im gonna DIE if i cant graduate this year!!:(:(
IM going to Mexico withMarina and family adn Im excited but i look soo gross and fat right now and its so soon.. hmm. im still really excited though.
philosophy is definitely not a course for me.
anyway. back to work <33
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[05 Feb 2006|12:57pm] |
I need someone to teach me how to drive, cause parents are always busy or tired or its too dark. Not even drive actually.. just park. in reverse. i can like, pay you money? im so excited at the idea of getting my license!
eschool is going pretty good:) i might go to montreal for march break..which isnt cancun but better than staying here:)
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[30 Jan 2006|07:27am] |
omg. i hate e-school. don't ever do it.
since my wonderful parents are not letting me to go to cancun, i need somethign new to do march break! hmm
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[23 Jan 2006|07:07pm] |
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I always assumed University was what I would do after high school..but now I am having second thoughts. i HATE school so much. and HOMEWORK and STUDYING> i dont do either and am very lazy. So why spend tons of money to STUDY and do WORK?? hmmm.. what a question. I decided I want to be an actress. even though..I have never been in a play or anything of the sort:):) yes. after high school I will move to LA.
I was supposed to go to Cacnun wtih my friends school..cause none of my friends are going with merivale but my parents are jerks and wont let me. which im very dissapointed about. especialyl since i would be paying? and i bought a lot of clothes for it too:( they dont understand how badly i want to go
i totally messed up my grades this semester and ended up shelling out $350 for eschool. lets hope it works. and than i have another e-school course with the catholic board (only $15 though!) and than night school. and than i have to pay a lot of money to transfer those grades to universities..oh man. how do i get myself into these situations??? If only i spent a little bit of time doing ISU's, this would all work out.
anyway. I shoudl really be studying for my english exam..or doing my politics ISu that was due 2 or 3 weeks ago. BUt i enjoy the internet too much. ladeedaaa the end<3333
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[30 Dec 2005|11:21am] |
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New years eve is tomorow..and i have NO IDEA what i am doing:( except that I work till NINE [hate you shoppers] so no tremblant..:(
christmas was okay. I got a TV for my room, which i have wanted FOREVER so that is nice:) no money or giftcards, but it's not like I was expecting much after the whole party thing..lol. And just like random stuff too.
So I applied for university.. Western is my top choice. and than I applied to York, Mcmaster, U of T and Ottawa and Carelton *because the parents made me*
But they also want me to apply to Algonquin just in case I don't get in anywhere, but i have NO IDEA how to apply to college. I never payed attention to the guidance talks about it because I just assumed I was goign to University.
Anyone know how the college thing works? Its not through OUAC, right?
I have been working a LOT lately. and my work hates me because i hate my job and therefore make lots of easily avoidable mistakes. I'm SO close to quitting. But my next paycheck is gonna be AWESOME. and I will use it to buy lots of amazing clothes because I have none. Once I lose weight that is. New Years REsolution..five years in a row or something? Oh and be more organized:)
I saw Brokeback Mountain yesterday. It was realllly good and you should all see it. And I have the biggest crush on Jake Gyllenhal ever. A guy that looked exactly like him came into SHoppers a few days ago actually! And he had an ugly gf which has sad:(
anyway..no more rambling!
Hope everyone had a merry christmas and have an awesome new year!:)
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[16 Nov 2005|07:01pm] |
So i definately did not pass my G2. how dissapointing. and it was a really stupid mistake. stupid, but dangerous. :( I know I will get it soon enough and all, but it just sucks that I wont have the car when my parents go on vacation.
Umm my report card is not going to be so good. hopefully i can pull up my marks? and i hope universities care mroe about final marks than first semester but i dont know how that marks because we apply in december?!
They are opening a swiss chalet in barrhaven:) maybe i should apply there. waitressing would kind of cool? I always talk about getting a new job even though mine is awesome. speaking of which, my work xmas party is saturdy( soo early) but im kind of excited forthat as lame as that may be. although i haev ntohing to wear..hmm. shopping? yes i think so. i havent been shopping in so long. like..2 months. at LEAST. insanity.
I thinkkkkk i need a gym membership. except im too poor for one..hmm...
Im hopinh i can convince someone im good friends with (coughrosita) to come to cancun because..i realyl wanna go. and i have enough money! and it would be really really fun.
anywaysss. im really excited for my parents leaving. i dont even know why really, but i just am.
and thats it<333
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[07 Nov 2005|05:20pm] |
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I'm getting my G2, one week from tomorow. And I am pretty sure I am screwed. I don't know how to parallel park or reverse park, I don't know driving rules like right-of-way and all that crap..and yeah. I'm taking it at kemptville so maybe, just MAYBE I will get lucky and pass? I went there yesterday (and it is a lot farther than i thought?) and its all one way roads..so i wont have to do lane changes. which will be nice. my parents are going on their cruise on the 27th. and I will have the house to myself a whole week, im soo looking forward to that. it will a million more times more awesome if i have my license because we have one car and thats like the only time i could ever drive it school!:)SO anyone who needs a ride to school and lives in barrhaven lemme know because i will feel really cool driving my parents van, hah. I am not doing as good in school as I hoped to be due to laziness. So I will probably apply to university in february after ISU's bring up my marks, if we can do that? I don't really get all this university stuff. My work christmas party is next week..is it lame im excited for it? and lots of other stuff im looking forward too.. the end<3
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[09 Oct 2005|11:48pm] |
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my house is freezing. im trying to do homework but it is not really working. being home alone is really scary. i watched amytiville horror today and that was also scary. and i ate a lot of junk food. im really broke. grade 12 isnt really what i expected but its just the beginning so i dont know. i want to go to cancun but none of my friends want to and that sucks:( i dont know. i didnt think id be single again either, ew. la dee da. im quite exited to get my g2 (assuming i pass the test..) here are some random pictures so I can kill some time
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[20 Aug 2005|10:47pm] |
I havent updated in a while..hmm my birthday passed, i got some cool stuff and money:) and it was a good day. since than ive just been hanging out, working..a lot and going to the beach and stuff like that i guess?? and lots of shopping, as usual. im the only one i have realized that usues :) and :( , etc. on lj. how lame, heh. school is soon..im kinda of excited. there's a lot of things i want to different this year. and than its over.. which is good/bad. im going to new jersey with my parents next week, but id ont really want to. but marinas family is going to dominican and there is a very very small chance i will be going with them? i doubt it seeing as my parents are crazyt but i shall hope:).
anywayyyy..i have to work at 8 tomorow.. so thats it.
btw. im actually the only friggn single person at my work and it sucks.
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[29 Jul 2005|01:34pm] |
I give up on sunglasses. I've broken a 3rd pair. what a waste:-(
this week..i didnt do much. but i did some stuff i cant remember. it was a nice break from summer school though!:)
i want to see wedding crashers today..because it looks funny:)
my parents rae goign to New jersey the last week of august and i was planning on going with them cause it wouldnt be so bad (wed just go to the beach, shopping maybe, Six Flags..thats fun and maybe go to NY) I dunno they'd let me bring a friend so it owuldnt be that bad but now ..im thinking maybe i should just stay behind and have the house to myself for a week? and maybe have a normal life without carzy parents? Im soo jealous of people with non immigrant parents who actually let them have normal lives. plus my fat ass isnt really ready to be seen in a bathing suit anyways! ha.
my bday is on friday. but i kind of thing birthdays are always overrated. its like you think its gonna be this awesome cool thing but its just like ..the day you were born, any other day except maybe a gift or too? s yeah im not really that excited for it.
i still cant get over that next month is grade 12. last year of high school..wow. and than im free! and gone from this house. quite excited..
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[26 Jul 2005|12:52pm] |
it feels sooo niec going to bed and not setting my alarm for 6:30 the next mornign for summer school! :) i never ever have to think about parabolas or trig identities or any of that dumb stuff anymore!
its weird how the first month of summer went by sooo fast. it just feels like its starting now. which makes sense because i had summer school. but august is always funner anyway:) and my birthday is very soon! which i am kind of excited for.
im really bored and want to get out of the house but its so gloomy outside im not sure what there is to do??
i bought an MP3 player. its this one
http://www.bestbuy.ca/catalog/proddetail.asp?logon=&langid=EN&sku_id=0926INGFS10058269&catid=22578
and i cant wait till it comes:)
hope everyones have an awesome summer<333
ps. i need a newjob.
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[21 Jul 2005|04:34pm] |
I reallllly should be studying right now but I am the biggest procrastinator ever..so I am not. Well no I don't procrastinate, i just don't study. And i realyl should be because my exam is tomorow and there is a good change I might fail (yes summer school. its only the most embarassing and pathetic ever but 100% my fault so whatever.)
anyways i was just looking through the yearbooks and reading grad write ups and it just kinda hit me that we're graduating next year. as in, this time around next year I'll have completed high school. be done mandatory education forever.
umm is it just me or is that the scariest thing ever?
Before I was so excited about graduating but now im soo scared. Partly because I have no idea what to do after high school and I've alraedy closed doors (i hate that expression, ha) to some programs by not taking maths/sciences but I dont know. I dont even know if i want to go to university/college. I htae studying. And it's not just the education stuff. I don't know, I just kind of feel that I might look back in a couple of years and regret not takign advantage of it. I never really participated in school things, joined maybe on club, sports, never really went out of my way to make new friends, etc. I wish we still had OAC, that would be awesome. But it's still seems like these past 3 yaers have flown by. Anyway, thats my sappy rant for the day.
Last weekand was fun. I went to Blue Cactus with some of teh girls and worked and rented Sex and the City..and some other stuff. My parents are home so I shall pretend to be studying. Im so screwed if i fail summer school.o
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[08 Jul 2005|01:18pm] |
my second driving lesson is today..
and im scared to the max. eep. if any one lives in barrhaven and sees a DTSM car, run really fast because i might forget ot brake or something, haha.
today im hanging out with amanda afer my lesson..and brittany amanda hanna i think im not usre. we have no plans but i really want to get drunk and forget that only someone dumb like me is going to fail summer school. i actually hate math with a passion.
i have a huge mcdonalds craving. except i actually cant waste my paycheck on food like i usually do. i got an awesome paycheck. i didnt know parttime people got my paid double and a half for holidays but i did! (canada day:)) so taht was was pretty awesome.
and TOMOROW! im going to buy my pink mini ipod. ive wanted one for..ever. and hopefully best buy wont be sold out and ill finally get one. but than i have to dload all that crap that comes with it and tha tkind of sucks. but it will be awesome once it works!
hope everyon ehas an awesome weekand!<333
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[05 Jul 2005|09:03pm] |
Um, wow I just had The Worst Driving Lesson Ever. It was my first in car ever and wow it sucked so bad I think I've been crying for twenty minutes.
anyway..so I get in the car and he knows it my first time behind the wheel so I thought we'd go to some empty parking lot, right? WRONG. i had to drive on the road and i barely knew the brake pedal from teh gas, yet alone how to turn! he yelled and made me feel like SUCH an idiot. soo much yelling and like..how can you be so dumb type things. hand to hand steering is really easy but i somehow mess up on it. apparently i dont know any road sides. um..yeah. Plus im a SLOW learner..so we (well, I) had to drive around barrhaven near my house, like beatrice/deerfox/calaveras area. and he yelled more and made me pull over a lot of times to lecutre me. so basically i suck at driving. I guess will invest 53.25 from now until forever in my trusty OC transpo buspass:):) and somehow repay my parents the large sum they payed for driving school.
in happier news..canada day was extremely fun. i swear, every single person i know was downtown. i didnt get drunk but it was still fun. and the weekand before that we went out for tamaras leaving. Im sad shes gone, but we had a fun night. jo has photos on her LJ:)
summer shcool has started. i just want to pass and never ever ever in my life think about mathematics AGAIN!:) its in a portable and that portable is pretty much a sauna. even when its cold outside? weird.
ive decided i want to get a tan this summer..screw freckles im going to be brown!:) and i kind of want to highlight my hair, exept im poor so i dont know how that will work out. Im also thinking about getting a second job in august so i can have lots of money. either waitressing or retail. but i hear you have to be 18 to be a waitress so who knows.
anyway. i think this summer is gonna be really fun and I hope you all enjoying yours. I will be particularly once summer school is over!:)
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[30 Jun 2005|03:48pm] |
um one my sister=really dumb. Do you know any people that no matter what they do, they do it wrong? yeah, my sister. it's weird because shes like 13 months younger than me but we cant stand each other. its terrible. so take today for instance. our washroom is really dirty. i tell her to clean it because i always do (mainly cause i do a good job at it and id rather know im taking a shower in a clean washroom ..) anyway. so she does it. and the first thing i smell when i get in the house is chlorine. i think im inhaling bleach. argh shes so dumb. anywayyy
i got my eyebrows waxed. and there all red :( and she butchered them! but i will live
so im officially done drivers ed!!!! yay. well no i still have 10hours in car but thats not so bad! im excited to drive. its too bad i cant get my G2 till the end of summer..
i think im getting fired..a customer complaiend about moi to the owner. oh well, the gap is hiring maybe i will get hired tehere:D?!
tmara is gone to LA and that sucks because shes gone all her summer. her stepmom sucks. and it really sucks cause she lives like down the street from me and it was so easy to hang out with her..:(
tomorow is canada day!!!:D:D:D
i work from 12-4 but thats okay because its time and a half! (or so im told..?) but the crappy thing is that I work at 8 on saturday. oh well. ill just come to work drunk. im not the best employees anyways.. so its all good!:)
so i hope you all habe a lovely canada day :)
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[13 Jun 2005|04:37pm] |
its been a while since my last update..a very long while. hmm probably because nothing has changed..erm just the usual work school going outish. anyway. im going to summer school. which sucks. third year in a row. um kill me now? but its for only one course. not by choise. i failed math..and im going to fail bio but they dont offer them at the same place so im going just for math at pius which is far too but oh well. and bio..well im hoping mr gibson will feel bad for me and pass me. i hav ea test tomroow. last test, other than the exam. im debating if i should study or go get my haircut. i have this random urge to get a haircut..and i think i will do that. yes. umm hmm. im going to driving school?? yes the 27-30th or so. its one of those 4days all day things..but at least i shall get it over with:) well its not for sure but yeah. im so mad at myself for not getting my g1 earlier. i could have been driving sooo long ago if i got it closer to my bday. oh well better late than never i suppose...but yes. im excited for summer..as in school being over summer. its sooo soon. holy crap. but in a way its kind of sad because i only have a year of high school left and than it slike..ahh whats next??
eeek speaking of school i have NO idea what im taking next year. my parents want me to take bio and data management but im soooo bad at math and science so i dont want to. plus my average will be 2130498X higher if i dont take them. but than i dont know what to take in university so not taking those two might screw me over?? i dunno cause im sooo bad at math and science.
anyywaaayss. im hoping to get more shifts this summer. but not on weekands. and maybe some daytime shifts?? after sumemr school.
i think im going to catch the bus and get my haircut nowww..bye<333
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